Harmony & Peace

Living in harmony and coexisting with myself. For most of my life, me alone with me was bad company. I was always at war with myself, I was my own worst enemy and I had to learn to be my own best friend.

Lack of acceptance, high expectations, low self-esteem, no confidence but full of self. Self respect and self worth were non-existent, yet with the attitude of a rebel generally without a cause, just at life itself, especially when it came to rules and regulations.

A true Arian, I thought they looked at me in the moment or in a past life, and wrote the book. My description of an Aires is "The right foot is moving forward and the left foot doesn't know it has to move yet!" Total, re-act and respond without thought or meditation. One of the most difficult slogans for me to apply to my life was "Hesitate and Meditate!"

Through this lack of serenity and peace with myself, there was this fragmented person, who was torn in all directions, with a complete lack of understanding and knowing about what she wanted from life, who she was, and what made her happy.

She had no sense of freedom, lived her life through other people. Always looking for acceptance and affirmation outside of her self to make her happy.

Thanks to change in today, that is no longer true. It has been a spiritual journey to find my Higher Self, to find the Inner Peace and Inner Light; which is uniquely my own.

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